Hi. I am Lydia, happy owner of Eerie Silence. Here's a little about me.

I absolutely love God, life, music, food and the camera, but really the people that are involved in my life. This is my personal photo journal in which I want you to feel. With entries that are heart felt. The ones that draw more than just my memory back at a moment. My goal is to create an environment where this is possible.

For me there is something fulfilling about taking photographs and falling completely in love with it and the memories it creates. With that being said, photography is crazy important to me, and if for you too, then we're totally going to be a great fit!

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 For A Pessimist I'm Pretty Optimistic

On my way to building confidence

In the upcoming month I will be celebrating my twenty third birthday. It shocks me so much. When it comes to my age I go back and forth so much whether if I feel I am living under the right age or not. I think I know why I feel too mature at times but then too young to be my age. This time I feel different about myself. I know my birthday isn't here yet but I feel more feminine and sexier as I age. This is something new I haven't experienced before. Not even when I turned 16, 18 or 21. When those birthdays passed I remember me saying "a year older and I feel the same". Now, I know I feel it. I wish I had photos of a very much younger me to see myself and compare as in features wise. I know I have changed very much. I've learned to love my features because as I age I do feel sexier and confident. I used to talk down on myself and looks until recently. Now I try to say something positive towards myself. At first it felt awkward talking to the mirror, me, but now it feels very good actually. I am working out more than usual. I try to take more photos that will compliment my face features although I hated my lips or smile. Now it is slowly becoming lovable to my eyes. I take more photos to compliment my body as well. I am perfectly imperfect and I love that. I want to challenge myself and take even more portraits of myself. Keep it at a classy level but also step out of my comfort zone. I feel thankful for having my five senses and being able to use all. Thinking like that made me appreciate myself even more. Although I wish I didn't had to age anymore, I am looking forward for my birthday.

I don't like replying to every comment individually but in here I want to thank you for reading and for leaving in your thoughts. It makes me very happy... x


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Blogger Charlotte Breony ❀ said on September 15, 2012 at 2:22 PM  

Your photography never fails to blow me away :) Amazing!

I've just turned 20 and I understand feeling 'the same', hoping by my 23rd things will have changed as they have for you! xx

Blogger Rae said on September 15, 2012 at 2:36 PM  

All of these photos are gorgeous! You're such a beautiful person inside and definitely outside.

Blogger Darianne said on September 15, 2012 at 6:29 PM  

Gawh Lydia, you're beautiful. I haven't hit 20 yet, so I don't feel any different when my birthday comes. I'm ready for 21 though! lol.

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